Author: Ayla

The last few years have helped me see and understand more about what is real and what is not real. First, I understood that the I I was operating from, that the I I was using to assess life, was flawed – filled with wounds, projections, dejections and so on. That was a crucial shift…

I have been focused on healing work as a priority, as part of my identity, as something that I have immersed myself in for over 10 years to the point that it has become not only a hobby but a full-time job. I am aware that not everyone jumps in so completely, the way I…

We’ll be experiencing a Solar Eclipse today in Capricorn. Poor Sun. He’s up there in the crocodile, where he usually doesn’t like to be, but today the party is even darker. Saturn is there, the Maitre des Lieux – the Lord of Capricorn. These two don’t like each other. There’s no food there, they’re both…

There is no attracting something. There is only creating something. You, what you call you, is an energy, a collection of emotional and mental patterns that are exclusively using known tools and sensations so as to follow the known circumstances you have been experiencing all your life. Patterns are about safety, about what feels familiar….

Circumstances in my life have led me into some insights lately that I wanted to share… In meditation, using my process described HERE, I feel how my body is naturally reacting to passing thoughts. My body feels hungry, thirsty for what I have been labelling as fear and anger and frustration. I am noticing with…